The Good, The Bad, The "What the hell happened to my life?"
Well, here I am once again when something significant comes around to write about.
This time things are both extremely good and bad.
To get the good part told, I started a business a while back that has become pretty large, and capable of millions of $$$.
Its a paintball business, "Skunkworks Paintball" I formed with two other partners, and I have a mass following of people all over the world now via internet, and word of mouth.
I have my own website now as well, and its can be looked at here> http://www.skunkworkspb.com
My forum handle name is "WarCowboy", and can be typed into google, and you'll see loads of things pertaining to my paintball career. I have my own youtube channel also. http://youtube.com/user/WarCowboy
If everything go's as planned, I should be in mass production by the end of this year.
Now to the bad part.
When I say extremely bad or good I mean it.
The bad stuff thats happened is involves my Wife.
We have always had ups and downs in our relationship, and somethings have happened that I wish wouldnt have during our 6 and a half year involvement, but this one takes the cake.
She decided she wanted to run free again, and left on June 2nd.
So this seems like a typical thing in relationships these days, right?
Wrong! She left me and our two children on that day, and said she wanted nothing to do with me or them. She signed over custodial custody to me, and jetted to her Mom's.
That lasted one day, until I found out that she went to a party that next day, and met someone else. She got drunk as the story gos, went out with her sister, and never came back with her.
So as I understand it now, she lives in this punk's, Grandma's basement, and tells his family nothing about the kids, or me. Seems like she has told everyone that she is single, and just dont have a place to stay. I'll never understand her, and I hate to say it, but she is just throwing her life away, and everything that she could have had. She even knew about my rising business for some time now, and certainly knows the capability of it by now.
I know money dont buy happiness, but damn. To a basement from staying at home with her kids, and not having to pay for anything... Hmmm...
I truly cannot understand how someone thinks its this easy in life to run from everything, and its all supposed to automatically get better.
I hope she wakes up someday and realizes the weight of this thing. Unfortunately for her, Im done with it, and when she does regret it all, and she will... I will not take her back this time. I cannot waste another second of my life on ignorance of this level.
I will not accept less than what I have now set as standard in people and their own self respect will speak volumes of who they are.
Word to people out there that think they can fix those who dont want to fix their selves...
DONT TRY TO DO IT FOR THEM! It does not work, and will not work.
The stress of the attempt is enough to make a person want to blow their head off.
Lucky for me I realized this, and changed my outlook on it all before I did something stupid to others, or myself. I wanted to hurt something, or someone over this thing I'll admit.
But Im glad I didnt. Just makes everyone else look even more stupid in the end.
So here are some pics of my family and my paintball deal.
WIFE - Stephanie
OUR KIDS - LACI AND LANCE
My Business Logo
SOME OF MY MARKERS I BUILD
This time things are both extremely good and bad.
To get the good part told, I started a business a while back that has become pretty large, and capable of millions of $$$.
Its a paintball business, "Skunkworks Paintball" I formed with two other partners, and I have a mass following of people all over the world now via internet, and word of mouth.
I have my own website now as well, and its can be looked at here> http://www.skunkworkspb.com
My forum handle name is "WarCowboy", and can be typed into google, and you'll see loads of things pertaining to my paintball career. I have my own youtube channel also. http://youtube.com/user/WarCowboy
If everything go's as planned, I should be in mass production by the end of this year.
Now to the bad part.
When I say extremely bad or good I mean it.
The bad stuff thats happened is involves my Wife.
We have always had ups and downs in our relationship, and somethings have happened that I wish wouldnt have during our 6 and a half year involvement, but this one takes the cake.
She decided she wanted to run free again, and left on June 2nd.
So this seems like a typical thing in relationships these days, right?
Wrong! She left me and our two children on that day, and said she wanted nothing to do with me or them. She signed over custodial custody to me, and jetted to her Mom's.
That lasted one day, until I found out that she went to a party that next day, and met someone else. She got drunk as the story gos, went out with her sister, and never came back with her.
So as I understand it now, she lives in this punk's, Grandma's basement, and tells his family nothing about the kids, or me. Seems like she has told everyone that she is single, and just dont have a place to stay. I'll never understand her, and I hate to say it, but she is just throwing her life away, and everything that she could have had. She even knew about my rising business for some time now, and certainly knows the capability of it by now.
I know money dont buy happiness, but damn. To a basement from staying at home with her kids, and not having to pay for anything... Hmmm...
I truly cannot understand how someone thinks its this easy in life to run from everything, and its all supposed to automatically get better.
I hope she wakes up someday and realizes the weight of this thing. Unfortunately for her, Im done with it, and when she does regret it all, and she will... I will not take her back this time. I cannot waste another second of my life on ignorance of this level.
I will not accept less than what I have now set as standard in people and their own self respect will speak volumes of who they are.
Word to people out there that think they can fix those who dont want to fix their selves...
DONT TRY TO DO IT FOR THEM! It does not work, and will not work.
The stress of the attempt is enough to make a person want to blow their head off.
Lucky for me I realized this, and changed my outlook on it all before I did something stupid to others, or myself. I wanted to hurt something, or someone over this thing I'll admit.
But Im glad I didnt. Just makes everyone else look even more stupid in the end.
So here are some pics of my family and my paintball deal.
WIFE - Stephanie
OUR KIDS - LACI AND LANCE
My Business Logo
SOME OF MY MARKERS I BUILD
