"Blasphemy!!!"
Hello,....Well...Today was my birthday! But Im not so excited about turning 20. Its just another year gone by to me. But I did make out with about,$200 bucks,of birthday money...But its gonna be gone just as fast as it came in,since I have two rodeos this weekend...The rodeo Fri.,is gonna be in the usuall destination,"Lynchburg Va.,and Sat.,is a new one in Waynesburg,PA...Im looking foward to the PA.,ride since its $250 added prize money...Anyhow,to update ya on my ride in Lynchburg last Fri,I made a lousy 7.5 second ride before I bucked off of a bull named,"Tiny Tim". Besides rodeo,I guess life is going about normal...Well,as normal as it gets I supose...Hmmm...Lets see what else I have to tell here???...Hmmm...What else did I do lately?...Well,I guess I pretty much slept all day,and then hung out with my friend JR,for a while...We just bull craped for a bit,watching cars go by,in the rain,while haveing a smoke on the side porch,talking about what we were going to do with all the money we could get,if we were ever to make it to the PBR...He said that we should get a,Ford power-stroke,limo! And deck the top with some Texas long horns...But I think I'll settle for that,gleeming black on blue,67 corvette sting-ray,with white leather interior...Ahh..That would be the life........................."And now back to the REAL world!"...Truth is,I have to dream like this,to keep my real life problems from killing my sence of adventure...Other than my senceless rambleing on,my status,is still single,and broke as ever...Sometimes I wonder where my signifigant other,is. And if I'll ever find one that will be true.Who knows?...As you can see,in basicly all my entrys,I really miss being tied up.I guess its the life story of a cowboy though.Living a hard life chasing what I love,and maybe one day finding it,only then to realize I spent most of my life alone...I try to be good to my girlfriends,but they apparently dont like that...And since I brought it up...As a matter of fact,when I talked to a friend,"a girl",might I add,about this....She told me that,girls like their boyfriends,to be self concerned. Meaning,they really dont care about their girlfriend,one way or another,and that it is a bad thing to buy em,much of anything at all...More or less,they want what they cant have!...The way I see it,is their asking for a disrespectfull punk,who doesnt really respect himself,muchless anyone else to start with...As a somewhat "old fashoned" cowboy,I find this a mystery,and somewhat a sence of ungreatfullness,and little to be desired,if you catch my drift.I think that this is the most heartless thing I have ever heard,and I refuse to change my views,of treating a female with all that comes with loving someone to begin with...I say if I cant show my true feelings with outward loving expresions,such as occasionally treating them to no more than a mere dinner on me,or a small gift,then I will continue to go on hopelessly unwanted,and single. I wasnt brought up by no "charm school",but I do believe in certan values,and this is a major,in my opinion...I also find this crule,and selfish,as for one to reject these things,concidering I might have worked all week,to be able to provide such things,and then have it left unappreciated. One word says it all! "BLASPHEMY"!... So to all those type of girls out there....You had better remember that you only get one shot at life,and one shot at finding a true loving mate to spend it with...So,in other words...> RECKONIZE!as one might put it...If anyone reads this has a comment,or something to relate with my views on this...Please,feel free to leave me something to think about......So,I guess with all said and done,Im going to retire to my chambers,for a hopefully eventfull dreaming session,to escape reallity for a while........See ya on the flip side....JL