Aug 26, 2008 09:42
i'm sorry i scared the crap out of you. i am an idiot and a tard and totally don't pay attention to stuff close enough. thank you for contacting me tho, to save me from any drama in the future.
you rule. sorry this was so silly.
love
AmandaLynn
And now, it's my turn to rip you a new asshole, Mr. I'm-so-god-damn-perfect:
For the record, Justin, you're still an asshole. I know there's a good person buried somewhere but you make it really hard for me to see that. Just please let me be happy. Please? Enough with blabbing to Jesse about how I am making a huge mistake and blah blah blah..... DUDE SERIOUSLY. Do you think he's not going to tell me that you're freaking out? Did you really think that? Just leave it alone and leave me alone. I really thought we could be friends. I really did. But you can't even keep your composure at a social situation. You really had to start up with the whole "Well if Amanda would haven't wanted to just take things to the next level..." shit. REALLY?! What is the next level? I'm not marrying you after casually going on dates off and on for 4-6 months and bickering the remainder of the year. Are you pissed because I wanted to date you, you put me on the back burner until you decided you didn't want to officially end things Miss Richy Prissy? I know that you kept telling her you guys were over but you fucking lead her on and you know it and when I saw that side of you that played both side that well, I knew things woould never work. People cheat, screw up, make mistakes. We are human. It happens. But you deceived. For a whi wah wah wah you spoiled prick. And then you have the nerve to get mad at me because I moved on? You NEVER had my back on anything I wanted to do in life. I WANT TO BE ON TOUR. I WANT TO BE WORKING IN THE MUSIC INDUSTRY. Even if I wanted to go to college right now (which I don't), I couldn't. I AM BROKE. In closing, at this point i'd just assume we keep our distance. It will be better that way.
thanks.