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[rockstellar]

i was about to completely sabotage my life for you, then realized i was convenient, and that you didn't feel like i thought you did. so this is me saying "I'm done." maybe one day we can be friends. I'd like that, like i wanted to be in the first place, but we are never going to ever have anything else, so lets not fool ourselves.

i cried a lot this week about you. i wish i wouldn't have. you win, dear. you win.

i hope you're happy.