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Not happy about being thrown into my life.
I'm loosing my passion for dance.. or atleast teaching it. Its frustrating.
I'm also tired of my dance taking so long to get started. Only have two students.. and I guess a month ago that was really exciting but at getting paid $10 a lesson and spending that much to get there.. its rough.
Beverly Hills Dog.. It really is a fun job.. usually.. unless I'm getting scratched or bite or dirty. But it takes 40 minutes to get there and I only get paid $8 an hour.
So I'm thinking about getting another job. Applying tonight to be a cocktail waitress at a bar thats actually located around my house.. ish... nothing is located around my house lol.. wtf oh including my dad.. whom I miss terribly. Not sure why this time is harder than most. It hurts a lot. Hes my besty. I guess when he's around I'm in another world. I get to go crazy. have fun. dress up. Take pictures. Hes really only friend. I don't socialize with people like I do with him. I don't really have the time or energy for anyone else.
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oh wait! good thing! I can run a mile! I'm excercizing and weight watchering lol..
I'm loosing my passion for dance.. or atleast teaching it. Its frustrating.
I'm also tired of my dance taking so long to get started. Only have two students.. and I guess a month ago that was really exciting but at getting paid $10 a lesson and spending that much to get there.. its rough.
Beverly Hills Dog.. It really is a fun job.. usually.. unless I'm getting scratched or bite or dirty. But it takes 40 minutes to get there and I only get paid $8 an hour.
So I'm thinking about getting another job. Applying tonight to be a cocktail waitress at a bar thats actually located around my house.. ish... nothing is located around my house lol.. wtf oh including my dad.. whom I miss terribly. Not sure why this time is harder than most. It hurts a lot. Hes my besty. I guess when he's around I'm in another world. I get to go crazy. have fun. dress up. Take pictures. Hes really only friend. I don't socialize with people like I do with him. I don't really have the time or energy for anyone else.
sdfjahgdajdfhgadf
complain complain
bitch and moan
oh wait! good thing! I can run a mile! I'm excercizing and weight watchering lol..