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[rockstar2177]

The past couple days have been awesome! I hung out with daniela and got our nails done, then went to lunch with her, my mom, and shannon and amanda came and sat with us, then my mom and i went to see Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants. I thought that movie would be so lame and boring, but i actually loved it. Everyone in the theatre was crying

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[rockstar2177]

Shae, i dont tell you anything about the way i feel about things anymore. I havent for a long while now. I've been leaning on my Westlake friends and 2 girls from Griffin. We're not good friends anymore, and i dont care how you view my child now, the damage has already been done and i cant forgive you for the multiple things you said and that i had to hear about. I'm not upset that our relationship has changed, it happens, its called high school. You havent said anything supportive to me, face to face, the way you should have. You werent a true friend to me when i needed you the most, and i really just cant forget about it or forgive you for that yet. Telling me that i'm making a mistake and ruining my life for making the most responsible decision i have ever made isnt something a friend would or should say. You can have an opinion, i just dont want to hear it if its negative. People i didnt think would understand took up for me and were supportive. It's not youre fault you dont understand, you just havent been a single,

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You made me feel like a fool. Like i was only there for your convienience, and i hate that feeling. The way i deal with that feeling is cut out whatever is making me feel that way, or at least distance myself from it. I'm not sure what made you feel like i was walking all over you, i never asked anything (if anything not much) from you. I asked a lot of myself and my parents when it came to you, and they would always say yes because they thought it was what i wanted. Its not just the things you would say about me or to me, its a lot of other things that made it easier for me to distance myself from you. I dont mind being someones friend as long as they treat me the same way. I'm not sure if you remember a while ago when i said that i was going to start hanging out with my westlake friends more, and you didnt think you had anything to do with it. Blossom said to you exactly what i wanted to say but couldnt. "Why do you think she wants to hang out with her westlake friends more?" You replied how you THOUGHT i was going through

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I never tried to make plans with you because you already had plans with Perrie and Brianne. There's nothing wrong with that and i'm not upset about it, but i dont really fit in with them.

I love you very much, and i just want you to be happy and i feel like i cant make you happy anymore, like whatever i do just isnt good enough. When we're old and YOU'RE famous, i'll build myself a house out of lago's in your back yard.