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The past couple days have been awesome! I hung out with daniela and got our nails done, then went to lunch with her, my mom, and shannon and amanda came and sat with us, then my mom and i went to see Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants. I thought that movie would be so lame and boring, but i actually loved it. Everyone in the theatre was crying... it was sooo good.
Then the next day, Stacy took me out to dinner and then we came back to my house and watched AFV-Homie Awards and then we watched Tarzan because it was on TV and my mommy taped it for me because its like, the only disney movie i dont own. I love Tarzan... so jealous of Jane.
Then i had 2 dreams that made me really happy i'm not friends with this girl anymore.
Dream1) We were all hanging out and jake and i became friends again (SWEET.) but then she thought it would be a good idea to seduce him and tie him to the bed and admit to me that she just did it to piss me off. Joke was on here though cause she thought Jake would like how agressive she was and they would be so happy together, but he was like, "worst lay ever." And he came back to me and the baby, as friends and a father of course. But then this really hot guy who we were all friends with that doesnt really exist decided he liked me but Jake was like, "that girl i just had sex with likes him..." so i flirted back with him and she got mad at me, but i didnt care because of what she just did to jake. It really sucks though because when i woke up i was like, "MAYBE JAKE WILL COME BACK!" but i dont think he's going to...
Dream2) Same girl did the same thing but with one of my ex-boyfriends. One of the one's on my "off limits" list... There's only 2 guys out of all the guys i've dated on that list, but i'm thinking of adding a 3rd just because he's so good to me. ANYWAYS BACK TO THE DREAM: Then she started acted like we were friends again and showed up at my house and asked my parents for things like money so we could go out to dinner and to a movie, but my parents just stood there and were like, "dont you think you've taken advantage of this family enough already?" She was in shock, it was actually really funny to me because thats how my parents actually feel about this girl. But then shannon and daniela came over and my mom gave me money to take them out to dinner and to rent a movie and buy a popcorn movie bucket. My mom loves those 2 chillins, they've been a part of the cosentino family sinse kindergarden.
So those were my dreams, and now i'm actually just really releaved that i dont hang out with that person anymore. I would say we havent been friends for a long while, especially when i got pregnant because she basicly told me i was being dumb for not getting an abortion... sorry, but i'm choosing life for this child. It's not its fault that jake and i made a bad choice. My baby is not a mistake, she is the result of a bad choice. No baby's were a mistake... even the aborted ones. Maybe this is just rediculous, but i dont have any respect of anyone who gets an abortion. If you're not meant to be having that child, then God will give you a miscarrage. Everything happens for a reason.
ANDREW NEWS: He told me a lot of his friends really didnt now the drugs he was using, which i believe 100%. I told him how some crazy woman told me she knew all about him because of his livejournal... he laughed and said, "all i did was bitch about how much i hated westlake and how i was high. i think i only wrote on that thing 5 times and i never told the whole story" I believe that too, my brother always hates telling the WHOLE, true story. Not because he's worried of what people will think of him, but because when he hears for himself what happened, he gets really disapointed in himself and feels bad about himself. I love him so much, but i miss him more than ever. I told him that if he couldnt get here by December i would be pissed because i need him there, especially that month because of our families past. He said he's trying and he'll do his best... i just feel really bad for telling him that because now he's gonna worry about it and is just gonna focus on when he gets to come home, not what he has to do to come home. I get to talk to him again tomorrow i think, it could be today... But hopfully i can fix what i said, it may not even need to be fixed. He could actually be trying to get his work done and make more progress! That would be ideal!
Then the next day, Stacy took me out to dinner and then we came back to my house and watched AFV-Homie Awards and then we watched Tarzan because it was on TV and my mommy taped it for me because its like, the only disney movie i dont own. I love Tarzan... so jealous of Jane.
Then i had 2 dreams that made me really happy i'm not friends with this girl anymore.
Dream1) We were all hanging out and jake and i became friends again (SWEET.) but then she thought it would be a good idea to seduce him and tie him to the bed and admit to me that she just did it to piss me off. Joke was on here though cause she thought Jake would like how agressive she was and they would be so happy together, but he was like, "worst lay ever." And he came back to me and the baby, as friends and a father of course. But then this really hot guy who we were all friends with that doesnt really exist decided he liked me but Jake was like, "that girl i just had sex with likes him..." so i flirted back with him and she got mad at me, but i didnt care because of what she just did to jake. It really sucks though because when i woke up i was like, "MAYBE JAKE WILL COME BACK!" but i dont think he's going to...
Dream2) Same girl did the same thing but with one of my ex-boyfriends. One of the one's on my "off limits" list... There's only 2 guys out of all the guys i've dated on that list, but i'm thinking of adding a 3rd just because he's so good to me. ANYWAYS BACK TO THE DREAM: Then she started acted like we were friends again and showed up at my house and asked my parents for things like money so we could go out to dinner and to a movie, but my parents just stood there and were like, "dont you think you've taken advantage of this family enough already?" She was in shock, it was actually really funny to me because thats how my parents actually feel about this girl. But then shannon and daniela came over and my mom gave me money to take them out to dinner and to rent a movie and buy a popcorn movie bucket. My mom loves those 2 chillins, they've been a part of the cosentino family sinse kindergarden.
So those were my dreams, and now i'm actually just really releaved that i dont hang out with that person anymore. I would say we havent been friends for a long while, especially when i got pregnant because she basicly told me i was being dumb for not getting an abortion... sorry, but i'm choosing life for this child. It's not its fault that jake and i made a bad choice. My baby is not a mistake, she is the result of a bad choice. No baby's were a mistake... even the aborted ones. Maybe this is just rediculous, but i dont have any respect of anyone who gets an abortion. If you're not meant to be having that child, then God will give you a miscarrage. Everything happens for a reason.
ANDREW NEWS: He told me a lot of his friends really didnt now the drugs he was using, which i believe 100%. I told him how some crazy woman told me she knew all about him because of his livejournal... he laughed and said, "all i did was bitch about how much i hated westlake and how i was high. i think i only wrote on that thing 5 times and i never told the whole story" I believe that too, my brother always hates telling the WHOLE, true story. Not because he's worried of what people will think of him, but because when he hears for himself what happened, he gets really disapointed in himself and feels bad about himself. I love him so much, but i miss him more than ever. I told him that if he couldnt get here by December i would be pissed because i need him there, especially that month because of our families past. He said he's trying and he'll do his best... i just feel really bad for telling him that because now he's gonna worry about it and is just gonna focus on when he gets to come home, not what he has to do to come home. I get to talk to him again tomorrow i think, it could be today... But hopfully i can fix what i said, it may not even need to be fixed. He could actually be trying to get his work done and make more progress! That would be ideal!