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I've been spending a lot of time at the barn lately... i'm actually happy out there, go figure! Being happy doing something you've been doing sinse you were 5 and have loved your hold life... I rode for the first time today in a long time and it felt great. I was just so happy to back in the saddle, running on my horse. I was so overwhelmed that i started crying, i felt sooo lame. Thank goodness no one else was out there cause they all went to have lunch. I decided to stay and ride and spend time with my horse because lunch out there takes like, 3 hours! So long. I've missed my horse and my horse friends so much. Dianne, Autumn, Peggy, and Hannah... i've been riding with them for-freaking-ever. Especially Dianne, we've been riding out at the same barn ever sinse we started riding. It just felt really good to be out there, i dont know how many times i can say that, but it did feel good. I got really tired though when i got done riding. I untacked bailey and took him out to graze, and i just wanted to get a blanket and lay down while he ate... its not like he was gonna go anywhere. When i took him out to graze, i left him alone for not even 2 minutes becasue i needed some water, and when i came back he was gone! i couldnt find him, i thought i had lost him! I got so scared and i started crying again... but it was ok, he just decided to put himself in his stall. I found him in there with his halter on and head facing the fan even though it wasnt on yet, wishful thinking i guess. I thought it was really cute!
I <3 Bailey Boy... the only male i've ever know that loves me.
Today i am 3 months pregnant. Tomorrow will be my first day in the second trimester... how wonderful! People, who actually know what they're talking about, have been telling me that i should be getting more energy around this time. I cant wait for that, i've been so tired and worn out the past 3 months... some of which people thought i was just being a drama queen and over reacting to a lot of things, but no, i was just being pregnant. Now i feel really dumb though because i went home a lot because i was feeling sick and my back was hurting and i was soooo tired. I would have stayed at school if i had known what was going on with my body... i heard some people thought i was skipping because i would come to school the next day and feel fine, and then leave again. Well when you're pregnant, it'll happen to you too! SO HA! sorry guys, i didnt start crying because i "wanted MORE attention", i just cried because thats what happens when i get really happy or sad or stressed out or pissed off now. It's kind of like my new drug! Ok, bad analogy. But now i know why i cried about so many things that i felt dumb for crying over during that period of time... who woulda thunk it?
I think everyone should try to make someone special laugh/smile tomorrow.
I <3 Bailey Boy... the only male i've ever know that loves me.
Today i am 3 months pregnant. Tomorrow will be my first day in the second trimester... how wonderful! People, who actually know what they're talking about, have been telling me that i should be getting more energy around this time. I cant wait for that, i've been so tired and worn out the past 3 months... some of which people thought i was just being a drama queen and over reacting to a lot of things, but no, i was just being pregnant. Now i feel really dumb though because i went home a lot because i was feeling sick and my back was hurting and i was soooo tired. I would have stayed at school if i had known what was going on with my body... i heard some people thought i was skipping because i would come to school the next day and feel fine, and then leave again. Well when you're pregnant, it'll happen to you too! SO HA! sorry guys, i didnt start crying because i "wanted MORE attention", i just cried because thats what happens when i get really happy or sad or stressed out or pissed off now. It's kind of like my new drug! Ok, bad analogy. But now i know why i cried about so many things that i felt dumb for crying over during that period of time... who woulda thunk it?
I think everyone should try to make someone special laugh/smile tomorrow.