and the days go by so fast...
so i'm updating and it's a thursday night...what a concept. i should be in bed, but i'm not, so i decided i'd write a little bit before the weekend when i was swamped with the events of the entire week to portray to you on this useless thing.
monday was back to school. we had morning practice, then i left before third to go to the orthodontist. i get my braces off in november. we hurried back for drama auditions. i think i did faily well. i made callbacks, or whatever you want to call them. i ran all over fannin county with tammy and blair after i audtioned. parker and i had some good conversations after most people had left. we were entertained by some good music. monday was a cool day...
tuesday we had morning practice again. i was lazy all day. i made a 94 on my biology test! :) umm...after school mom and i headed out for kennesaw to get a hotel room and meet heath for dinner. then heath and i went to the GREEN DAY CONCERT! we got lost on the way and missed jimmy eat world though...BUT green day was absoloutely amazing and i'm even more in love with billie joe now. i think i can honestly say that it was the best show i've ever seen. ahh....so anyways...
wednesday mom and i woke up and drove home at six for school. it was another lazy day. after school i had an hour of practice where we made up a line dance that's oh so sexy, haha. blair and i got our nails done and ate mexican. chris and her dad picked me up there and we went to their house to work on the cheerleading dance. there was a kitten! aww it was so cute! we named it boots. :) aww...the wouldn't let us keep it though...
today was one of the worst days i've had in a while. i woke up late, and i stared at my ceiling and thought, "dang, it's august 25th. this is going to be a bad day". it was. i had no time to do anything once i got to school, and then the day was a drag. minor things irratated me, like not having many chocolate chips on my rice krispy at lunch. in drama, i got my finger sliced open from a plastic fork. i can thank parker for that one. then it was public speaking day, so people were giving speeches, and there were some comments about me in one or two of them. "people weren't supposed to know it was me". oh well. then i cried...cause, well, yeah...after school i had two freakin hours of tumbling, so that was NOT fun. we worked on set until ten. now i'm here...so yay...
august 25, 2005 marks one year. why this day bothers me, i don't know, considering at the time it was everything i wanted...now it makes me really upset. maybe it's the current situation, or how i've never really been able to forget everything. maybe it's that i'm selfish and overbearing, or that i'm too forgiving and people overlook me sometimes...i'm not going to say i miss things, because i don't want anything like that now, but it still hurts, even though you won't see it on the outside.
i think i'm getting sick.
as for other situations, i got a hug today. that made me happy, i suppose. i shouldn't be like this. i should forget everything because people are indecisive and confuse the hell outta me...but i don't. i keep waiting until i know for sure. i'd really hate to miss out...
tomorrow is the gilmer game. it's not at home, but be there anyway. saturday = all day with pam at usa cheers. greeeeeeeeeeeeeeat.
i'm gonna run for now. i need some sleep. leave me some love... ♥
monday was back to school. we had morning practice, then i left before third to go to the orthodontist. i get my braces off in november. we hurried back for drama auditions. i think i did faily well. i made callbacks, or whatever you want to call them. i ran all over fannin county with tammy and blair after i audtioned. parker and i had some good conversations after most people had left. we were entertained by some good music. monday was a cool day...
tuesday we had morning practice again. i was lazy all day. i made a 94 on my biology test! :) umm...after school mom and i headed out for kennesaw to get a hotel room and meet heath for dinner. then heath and i went to the GREEN DAY CONCERT! we got lost on the way and missed jimmy eat world though...BUT green day was absoloutely amazing and i'm even more in love with billie joe now. i think i can honestly say that it was the best show i've ever seen. ahh....so anyways...
wednesday mom and i woke up and drove home at six for school. it was another lazy day. after school i had an hour of practice where we made up a line dance that's oh so sexy, haha. blair and i got our nails done and ate mexican. chris and her dad picked me up there and we went to their house to work on the cheerleading dance. there was a kitten! aww it was so cute! we named it boots. :) aww...the wouldn't let us keep it though...
today was one of the worst days i've had in a while. i woke up late, and i stared at my ceiling and thought, "dang, it's august 25th. this is going to be a bad day". it was. i had no time to do anything once i got to school, and then the day was a drag. minor things irratated me, like not having many chocolate chips on my rice krispy at lunch. in drama, i got my finger sliced open from a plastic fork. i can thank parker for that one. then it was public speaking day, so people were giving speeches, and there were some comments about me in one or two of them. "people weren't supposed to know it was me". oh well. then i cried...cause, well, yeah...after school i had two freakin hours of tumbling, so that was NOT fun. we worked on set until ten. now i'm here...so yay...
august 25, 2005 marks one year. why this day bothers me, i don't know, considering at the time it was everything i wanted...now it makes me really upset. maybe it's the current situation, or how i've never really been able to forget everything. maybe it's that i'm selfish and overbearing, or that i'm too forgiving and people overlook me sometimes...i'm not going to say i miss things, because i don't want anything like that now, but it still hurts, even though you won't see it on the outside.
i think i'm getting sick.
as for other situations, i got a hug today. that made me happy, i suppose. i shouldn't be like this. i should forget everything because people are indecisive and confuse the hell outta me...but i don't. i keep waiting until i know for sure. i'd really hate to miss out...
tomorrow is the gilmer game. it's not at home, but be there anyway. saturday = all day with pam at usa cheers. greeeeeeeeeeeeeeat.
i'm gonna run for now. i need some sleep. leave me some love... ♥