Jun 24, 2005 19:57
Tonight I have come to a decision. I am no longer going to go looking for a GF. I am a member of a bunch of dating sites, every time I email someone, i either get no response, or we talk for a while but when it comes time to meet, the are no longer intersted. I am tired of feeling anything for anybody.
Having been alone since my divorce, or in really crappy relationships, has totally worn me out. I am only 40, have a good job, am hard working, and I guess utterly unattractive to any member of the opposite sex.
I have been a loner most of my life, and i guess that is how i will remain the rest of my life.
I have decided that i would rather be halfway content being alone, rather than go through the hurt and pain of continuing rejection.
that is all i want to say. I AM DONE WITH ALL THE B.S. that goes along with dating.