Lunch with Chele
Today i had lunch with Chele. We went to Bennigans. It was a fun time. We got to talk and Laugh, and it was good to spend some time with her. I DO LIKE her alot, but i still do not know how things will turn out.
I know that she is confused about the fact that she has feelings for me after 3 years. and for that i guess i am sorry. I am trying not to push her, but i seem to have that "Bad" habit at times. I am just so tired of being alone, and really hate the whole idea of dating.
i have never been very good at waiting for things to happen, waiting is NOT my strong suit, and hasn't been for a while. I guess that is all i want to say at this time.
I know that she is confused about the fact that she has feelings for me after 3 years. and for that i guess i am sorry. I am trying not to push her, but i seem to have that "Bad" habit at times. I am just so tired of being alone, and really hate the whole idea of dating.
i have never been very good at waiting for things to happen, waiting is NOT my strong suit, and hasn't been for a while. I guess that is all i want to say at this time.