trying to understand the opposite sex(and failing miserably)

[rockroadie]

it has been ann interesting few days for me. tuesday night a friend was supposed to come over for dinner, but she didn't because she says "she fell asleep". of course i have to take her word at face value, because i don't know any different. then the same night i talked with another friend, and we are going to see a concert on friday night.

yesterday i spent most of the day with a friend, and had a good time. we took some pics and just talked and chilled out. this morning we got into a tiff. sheesh i just do not understnad woman, not at all.

why is it everytime i find someone i like they are usually "not right" in some small way? i really hate livinig alone, i mean sure i can get laid, if i wanted to, but i really want so much more right now. i think that is part of my problem, what i want and what i need are in some sort of conflict.

i really hate it at times. on the other hand work is going ok, and the band has a bunch of shows coming up, so that part of my life is good. i haven't talked ot my dad in a bout a week, so i will give him a call today.

i guess i will just have to muddle through life one day at a time.......and hope i come out unscathed, but somehow i doubt it.