A moment of Clarity
I haven't felt like posting anything in the past few days. not that things haven't happened, but i just did not feel like writing it all down. well tonight that has to change.
The past couple of days have been interesting to say the least. Yesterday at work, somehow i knew something was amiss, and i turned on my yahoo messenger on my cell phone. something i NEVER do. well at about 9am, i got an im from a friend. she got some really bad news. we spent the entire day sending messages back and forth to eachother. then we spent 2 hours after work on the phone talking, and then another hour talking online. hell i do not talk to my parents that much in a month.well we spent most of today doing the same thing.
have you ever had an epithany, one so clear that is both excites and scares you at the same time. well today i had one. I have done alot of stuff in my life, but mostly because either the military, or the bands or my parents expected me to do it. well today i realized what my "dare to be great" moment is supposed to be. it is to stand up for my friend, and not be like everyone else who is abandoning her to her fate. I have never had a moment of clarity like this. for the first time in a very long time i am doing something because it is the RIGHT thing to do and it is 100% my decision.
I know i shall NEVER stop being her friend, she is the person that i want to spend the rest of my life with. i cannot explain why i know this, i just do. after going through alot of hurt, and pain, i know what i want out of life. she is the best thing to happen to me in a very long time. she has a habit of asking me "why"? well the answer is simple....."I LIKE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU" no more, no less. together we can overcome everything life throws in our faces. i know you do not believe this, but i know it is true
that is enough baring of my soul for one night.
The past couple of days have been interesting to say the least. Yesterday at work, somehow i knew something was amiss, and i turned on my yahoo messenger on my cell phone. something i NEVER do. well at about 9am, i got an im from a friend. she got some really bad news. we spent the entire day sending messages back and forth to eachother. then we spent 2 hours after work on the phone talking, and then another hour talking online. hell i do not talk to my parents that much in a month.well we spent most of today doing the same thing.
have you ever had an epithany, one so clear that is both excites and scares you at the same time. well today i had one. I have done alot of stuff in my life, but mostly because either the military, or the bands or my parents expected me to do it. well today i realized what my "dare to be great" moment is supposed to be. it is to stand up for my friend, and not be like everyone else who is abandoning her to her fate. I have never had a moment of clarity like this. for the first time in a very long time i am doing something because it is the RIGHT thing to do and it is 100% my decision.
I know i shall NEVER stop being her friend, she is the person that i want to spend the rest of my life with. i cannot explain why i know this, i just do. after going through alot of hurt, and pain, i know what i want out of life. she is the best thing to happen to me in a very long time. she has a habit of asking me "why"? well the answer is simple....."I LIKE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU" no more, no less. together we can overcome everything life throws in our faces. i know you do not believe this, but i know it is true
that is enough baring of my soul for one night.