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nothing much goin on this week. nothing has changed with nick in the past couple days, which isnt bad but it also is hard cause were all expecting too much rite now and cant wait for him to get out of the hospital. this really has been the longest two weeks ever in my life it seems lk its going to be forever before he comes through. i have soo much i want to tell him that i dont even know where to begin. it sounds gay but ive never gone this long without talkin to him or hangin out with him. this summer deffinitly has been one of the worst. we were going to do soo much this summer baseball games concerts partyin and all those other crazy ideas he came up with. for all of u that care im doin a lot better with this whole thing and i know ur all tryin to be nice by askin me how im doin but everytime i get my mind of it people ask me how i am holdin up and how im doin and then i cant stop thinkin about it. i didnt go to the hospital all this week and i feel really guilty about it. i should be up there as much as i can but i havent been. i just cant wait til he comes out of icu or the hospital for that fact. if he were to come out of it tomar i dont know how incredibly happy i would be it would be the highlight of the summer.
other then that i havent been doin much more and more i hate hangin out with large groups of people i dont know why. i really much rather being around a smaller group of people i dont know why it just makes things eaiser and i dont think about stuff as much as weird as that sounds. thats all i really have to say right now though so im out
other then that i havent been doin much more and more i hate hangin out with large groups of people i dont know why. i really much rather being around a smaller group of people i dont know why it just makes things eaiser and i dont think about stuff as much as weird as that sounds. thats all i really have to say right now though so im out