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im sooo emotionally and physically crushed right now i dont know where to start i dont know where to end all i can do is think about the news ive heard and hope for the best. my best friend is in icu listed in critical but stable condition. i cant even write on this stupid fuckin journal w/o breakin down and cryin and i thought i had no tears left. this is the hardest thing i have ever had to deal with in my entire life its eating me up inside. i cant say anything more but please.. please keep ur prayers and ur hopes strong for nick. hes the last person who deserves this right now. i wish it was me instead of him and i would do anything just to be able to see him walk out that hospital as if nothing happened.