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God, I'm driving myself nuts. All I do is sit around and think. I think until I literally feel like vomiting, then I get in my car and drive around. I've spent hundreds of dollars on gas in the past few weeks alone. I can barely eat for some reason. Everything I eat makes me feel like throwing up.
I can't believe how badly I'm wasting my life. I wish I had some idea of what to do about everything. I don't want to go back to school. I don't want to work. But more than anything, I don't want to sit here and drive myself crazy.
Then of course, there is you. You're making me absolutely fucking mad. Bonkers. Ape shit.
I can't believe how badly I'm wasting my life. I wish I had some idea of what to do about everything. I don't want to go back to school. I don't want to work. But more than anything, I don't want to sit here and drive myself crazy.
Then of course, there is you. You're making me absolutely fucking mad. Bonkers. Ape shit.