same old same old...
I'm not much better than yesterday.. or the day before it. I'm missing sleep.. I can't think straight.. it feels like she has died or something.. I was so close to talking to her today.. so close to sending her a message.. it kills me to see her a click away from me.. online or something.. it's so hard. yesterday was the first day in over 5 months that i didn't talk to her. I miss her so much