Eh..I haven't written in a while, which is nothing big cause no one reads this. I do like to get things out for my own amusement though. I saw the movie identity...weird movie. I loved it. I love <3 weird movies.
"i was going up the stairs
I met a man who wasnt there.
he wasnt there again today;
i wish, i wish he'd go away"
good stuff right there ( Read more... )

i hate having to pretend to want to be with someone when i don't want to be with them
i guess its wrong that i do this to him, but im so far in
at least we haven't gone out again..that would make it hard
im afraid i wont find someone who wants to be with me for real & truely likes me
im afraid even if i do find someone they wouldnt know how to treat me ( Read more... )

And once again, megan doesnt have a ride
I need a ride to see the early november & days like these
guhgur! softball game to lose today
what fun! sitting on the bench & watching my team get stupid calls or making dumb mistakes
i cant talk, i dont even get to play cause i suck
its ok though, i dont mind all that much
but damn i need a car...the show is an ( Read more... )

And once again Im brought to feel inferior to my best friend
I am so sick of this. I was already in a bad mood & the guy im in love with...
well he just had to pop out with is renae still with you?
no cant you just talk to me asshole, all she does is talk behind your back anyhow.
errhhh!

courtesy of
these people really aren't as bad as this entry makes ( Read more... )

the easter bunny brought me choc covered pretzels-strawberries-&-marshmellows...as well as non choc covered pistachios..heh. they were in rubbermaid containers with a ducky that quacks songs to me on top. cause im a cool 16-year-old like that

... What is my spectrum?
I am blue: My main color is blue. I am a little bitter when people choose a blissfully ignorant aproach to life. I try to see things for the way they really are.. What is my spectrum?

[i know i've been unfair but so have you]
breakfast & such soon..easter calls for a real breakfast (:
Which is nice, but dont get me wrong i love cereal
bacon though, mm bacon, bacon & chicken keep me from being a vegetarian
no will power..shame on me ( all the power to the vegans & vegetarians out there)
happyeaster to those who celebrate (:

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paranoia consumes everyone.
friends only here i come
comment, add me, ill add you back

back to where i started my journey of boys & love ( Read more... )

heh my mood is chipper..I found that to be a neatos word. I wanted the screenname megan ann, but someone has it :/. But now I am getting megan x ann..kind of porn starrish. heh..the x and all. Tomorrow is easter. Hmm dont much get the point. pretty card from grandmom though. yeh and what am i doing today. the skatepark opened. what is this ( Read more... )