Merlin 5x04, life, and other thinky thinks...
A bright, crisp and chilly October morning here. Not a cloud in the sky. Too bad I will have to work all flipping day inside and not get to enjoy it. *sighs*
I don't know why, but I am just not as excited about Merlin this Saturday as I was about last week's episode. I don't know whether the plot/stuff we know about it just doesn't appeal to me as much (last week's ep was SO full of Arthur and Merlin that I think I got spoiled) or if it is just real life crap getting me down.
Thank goodness for the escapism that Merlin provides for me. It has gotten me through some pretty rough times in the last 6 months since I found the awesomeness that is this show. But even it doesn't seem to be enough to break my melancholy today.
I know I only have a few friends on LJ at the moment, being pretty new to the scene here. So most of you probably don't know that I am a widow in her early 40's, and that the first anniversary of my husband's passing looms large in front of me (November 1st). As much as I am mostly an upbeat and outgoing person, this would understandably be a bummer to just about anyone, and I'm no exception.
So I just wanted to take a moment to say thanks to all my new LJ friends for just being there, chatting up some Merlin with me, and giving me a few moments each day to enjoy right now. *hugs*.
I don't know why, but I am just not as excited about Merlin this Saturday as I was about last week's episode. I don't know whether the plot/stuff we know about it just doesn't appeal to me as much (last week's ep was SO full of Arthur and Merlin that I think I got spoiled) or if it is just real life crap getting me down.
Thank goodness for the escapism that Merlin provides for me. It has gotten me through some pretty rough times in the last 6 months since I found the awesomeness that is this show. But even it doesn't seem to be enough to break my melancholy today.
I know I only have a few friends on LJ at the moment, being pretty new to the scene here. So most of you probably don't know that I am a widow in her early 40's, and that the first anniversary of my husband's passing looms large in front of me (November 1st). As much as I am mostly an upbeat and outgoing person, this would understandably be a bummer to just about anyone, and I'm no exception.
So I just wanted to take a moment to say thanks to all my new LJ friends for just being there, chatting up some Merlin with me, and giving me a few moments each day to enjoy right now. *hugs*.