Looking back.
So for some reason I don't feel like doing anything tonight. Don't want to watch any TV, don't want to play any games, All I can seem to do is think about the past, listening to old favorite songs, and remembering when I first listened to them. So decided to post.
5 years ago... I had recently moved out of my parents house, after a fight with my dad. I was dating a girl I had met online named Alicia. She was a cool goth/rock type girl that I really liked, and thought we had a lot in common. That didn't work out, and I took it kinda hard, but I didn't let anyone know what was going on with me at the time.
Living on my own in a trailer I had taken from a friend with the intention to pay later. My place became the party place, and I loved it. I had a lot of fun on those nights. Including 2 drunken hookups that I'll never forget. They were friends of mine, and it was never anything more than sex, but it was still awesome. All this partying going on and all, and I was pretty much dying on the inside, I spent most of my time while not at work, in a drunken state, including times when I was alone. The climax of my "alcoholic Era" was Christmas of 2003. We had a huge snowstorm, and all my friends were with the families. I was stuck, car covered in 12 inches of snow, and no real desire to even try to visit my family, I stayed home, and drank a gallon of Vodka, and then next day after how I felt, I realized that I was killing myself, and that it wasn't my time yet. I stopped with the drinking (except for parties and stuff on occasion).
This time was right about the time I first joined up with Live Journal, which is cool, cause I don't really have to relive everything in my mind, because I have a record of it.
That's it for this edition of "looking back"
5 years ago... I had recently moved out of my parents house, after a fight with my dad. I was dating a girl I had met online named Alicia. She was a cool goth/rock type girl that I really liked, and thought we had a lot in common. That didn't work out, and I took it kinda hard, but I didn't let anyone know what was going on with me at the time.
Living on my own in a trailer I had taken from a friend with the intention to pay later. My place became the party place, and I loved it. I had a lot of fun on those nights. Including 2 drunken hookups that I'll never forget. They were friends of mine, and it was never anything more than sex, but it was still awesome. All this partying going on and all, and I was pretty much dying on the inside, I spent most of my time while not at work, in a drunken state, including times when I was alone. The climax of my "alcoholic Era" was Christmas of 2003. We had a huge snowstorm, and all my friends were with the families. I was stuck, car covered in 12 inches of snow, and no real desire to even try to visit my family, I stayed home, and drank a gallon of Vodka, and then next day after how I felt, I realized that I was killing myself, and that it wasn't my time yet. I stopped with the drinking (except for parties and stuff on occasion).
This time was right about the time I first joined up with Live Journal, which is cool, cause I don't really have to relive everything in my mind, because I have a record of it.
That's it for this edition of "looking back"