Dec 05, 2005 21:20
I spent all day trying to figure out how to get plane tickets so Jane could come see me for Christmas. It's been hit and miss, on the one hand, they exist... on the other, I don't know where to book them because Jane is 5 months not old enough for them to not put up more bullshit. Evidently it's a big deal for them if she's not 18. I'm freaking out because I don't know what I'll do if she can't come home... besides, I don't even know if she'll want to come anyway for a couple reasons. This is all such incredible bullshit... if she never moved my life would be completely different right now. In fact, I'd most likely be with her at this moment.
To make this all better even if by chance she DID agree to come, the best flight had 1 yes, 1 seat left. I haven't checked it in about an hour so it's probably gone now. I'm simply waiting to talk to my mom because I don't even know where to go to get them. Yes, she can fly under that airlines agreement, but apparently it's not something that you can do through orbitz.com. Man... I wish she'd come online. Either way I have to call her eventually, long distance or not.
My heart is beating really quickly because of this... I'd like to have one moment of respite but I have a strong feeling I won't be getting any for a long time. I'm wearing your LJ hoodie too... have been all day. It's warm and made me feel good when I put it on.
I'm sorry for all my bitching, it's just that a large amount of things seem to be bad at the same time. I don't know anymore...
bye,
Nick