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[rockinyorwrld]

it really pisses me off that there are boys..not men..but boys out there who still use girls..i honestly thought that by the time they were 17 and 18 they were finished with that stage..apparently i was wrong.. how could you use a girl and not have a guilty conscience? how on earth could you not have respect for me? i hold myself high..and you try to bring me down..damn you.. things happen when you least expect them too.. ill abide by that..ill stop trying and maybe ill get what ive been looking for.. i dont necessarily want a relationship..but i want someone who i can trust and confide in..someone who can truly make me smile..someone who likes me for me and not what i can give them (sexually).. i hope it comes one day..
kristyn and bri..i truly admire what you 2 have..it started off kind of rocky..but at least it ended you 2 up in a world full of happiness.. i hope one day i find someone who can make me feel the same way..good luck you two.. <3