Jul 02, 2007 13:09
Yesterday was absolutly awful. I never even dreamed of loosing one of my dogs. Animal control was notified and they did some drive bys to scope out who lives by us. I am devestated. My Bo Bo's last moments on earth were painful. His eyes told me Sunday he was just terribly sick. They were rolled back with the lower lid sagging. He was drooling and his tounge stuck out. I never wanted Bo to feel the way he did. He never deserved what happened to him. I just wish I could have one more waddle or one more hug.
Luke is lost. He keeps looking for Bo everytime he is in the house and outside. He lost his brother and his best friend. I couldnt imagine being pulled from my mother, put in a house raised by another species with only one of your brothers, then wake up the next morning and he's gone. I am so blessed Luke made it but he is greiving so hard, its unbearable to watch.
Bo was my protector and God, oh god am I going to miss him. He was unlike any other dog. He didn't ask for love, he accepted and loved every moment, even if it was a few strokes on his head. He sure loved to cuddle. He cherished his toys.
I am still lost for words. Waking up and having to spoon feed Luke to get by is just awful. Whoever did this to my dogs are the most sick and ill people. If it was a joke, accident, or foul play, no matter what, God will never forgive you for the pain Bo had to experience his last days and the pain and grief Luke has now.
Thank you everyone for your support and love. It truly means a lot. I have gotten so many messages, comments and calls but without you, this would be awful to handle alone.
With my love,
Angela