(no subject)
i took shrooms last night and had some crazy night. the visuals early on were fun while walking around scotts house, looking at EVERYTHING. afterwards it became a mental thing where all we did was talk and think. i had a crazy long conversation with brian and billy in billy's car and then went to chill with dave, christine, tina, lauren, scott, jen, and andy. in 11 days i leave.. dave and scott leave even earlier. in reality i did nothing exciting at all last night but it was just a great night even so. i think i actually had a real conversation with brian which i haven't done in a long time. brovvn chilled and talked to us while we were driving around in billys car, i'm glad i got tighter with all those kids this summer, especially adam, deluca, and marty..
the one thing that could have made my night better was if jess had been there. she's really mad at me for sure but she won't tell me why. i seriously hope she calls me today during her break.. if she doesn't, fuck. i ended our conversation early and wrong last night because she wasn't saying anything to me, but believe me there was no good way to end it because if there was i tried. she didn't call me back though and i hate calling people's houses after 12 on weeknights even though i wanted to really badly.
well today we've been together for two months and i don't know whats going on yet with all that..
the one thing that could have made my night better was if jess had been there. she's really mad at me for sure but she won't tell me why. i seriously hope she calls me today during her break.. if she doesn't, fuck. i ended our conversation early and wrong last night because she wasn't saying anything to me, but believe me there was no good way to end it because if there was i tried. she didn't call me back though and i hate calling people's houses after 12 on weeknights even though i wanted to really badly.
well today we've been together for two months and i don't know whats going on yet with all that..