Still no luck..
Yeah, so its like 2 days after the fucking scores for IB were posted and I still don't fucking know where I put my sheet. And I haven't slept in forever and I've been working all day up on a roof for the last 3 days and I'm pissed for other reasons. These last days have sucked if you didnt already notice. Some things however make me feel alittle bit better. Big thanks go out to Laura and Jacob for last night and Laura and Julie for tonight. It always helps me think... Anyway, my cousins have been down pissing the fuck out of me and I'm getting to be on my last nerve. Oh well...
Tomorrows Josh and Chad's band along with Kittie. That should release some tension. Friday is Frank birthday party.. the big 20. One more year man and everything out at the lake will change. Always have alcohol.. always. To bad I won't be around to see the most of it. We had this huge dicussion last night about age and even though we dont think we are that old.. we kinda are. Think about it... when we were 5 we looked up to 18 year olds like they were soo old. Now we are finally and we still think we are young. When we are 25 a quarter of a century will pass. And it really does seem like all those years just flew by when you think about it. But we also have soo long to live as well. I mean we will be a hundred in 2085 or 86 and that seems so far away (even though half of us wont make it that long)..
We followed some nun that sits outside of a church all the time home today. Sadly, it was so much fun and creepy at the same time. She sits all the time with her care running and her headlights blasting onto Oklahoma all the time. And then at like 11:00 she drives away.. only to return the next days.. or in a few hours. She sits there for so long... you can basically dirve to Chicago and then come back and shes stil there. So, we decided to follow her and saw her house. It was like blair witch 2 for some reason. And she is really scary looking.
I leave for camping in a few days. I'm excited. I love Devils Lake and its suppose to be gorgeous for the whole week. Thank god something is starting to look up.
I went in a porn store for the first time since I turned 18. I have come to the conclusion that I couldnt work in one of those because the people would creep me out... and I dont think I could watch porn all day. Yes, I know the majority of you could... but I can't... so dont reply to this and say I could. Chirst..
But its almost 1am and I need to get up early again.. but at least I have some things to look forward to. Concert, black hair... (yes! on my head), people, and partying! Have fun you all... Oh, oh, and Blair is coming here or to minnesota depending in the fall. Surprised?!?.. shit, I almost fell off my chair.
:) Nothing but smiles...
Alissa
Tomorrows Josh and Chad's band along with Kittie. That should release some tension. Friday is Frank birthday party.. the big 20. One more year man and everything out at the lake will change. Always have alcohol.. always. To bad I won't be around to see the most of it. We had this huge dicussion last night about age and even though we dont think we are that old.. we kinda are. Think about it... when we were 5 we looked up to 18 year olds like they were soo old. Now we are finally and we still think we are young. When we are 25 a quarter of a century will pass. And it really does seem like all those years just flew by when you think about it. But we also have soo long to live as well. I mean we will be a hundred in 2085 or 86 and that seems so far away (even though half of us wont make it that long)..
We followed some nun that sits outside of a church all the time home today. Sadly, it was so much fun and creepy at the same time. She sits all the time with her care running and her headlights blasting onto Oklahoma all the time. And then at like 11:00 she drives away.. only to return the next days.. or in a few hours. She sits there for so long... you can basically dirve to Chicago and then come back and shes stil there. So, we decided to follow her and saw her house. It was like blair witch 2 for some reason. And she is really scary looking.
I leave for camping in a few days. I'm excited. I love Devils Lake and its suppose to be gorgeous for the whole week. Thank god something is starting to look up.
I went in a porn store for the first time since I turned 18. I have come to the conclusion that I couldnt work in one of those because the people would creep me out... and I dont think I could watch porn all day. Yes, I know the majority of you could... but I can't... so dont reply to this and say I could. Chirst..
But its almost 1am and I need to get up early again.. but at least I have some things to look forward to. Concert, black hair... (yes! on my head), people, and partying! Have fun you all... Oh, oh, and Blair is coming here or to minnesota depending in the fall. Surprised?!?.. shit, I almost fell off my chair.
:) Nothing but smiles...
Alissa