May 20, 2005 11:47
OK so i last night my bf called me bcua he was so upset that one of his friends was talking shit behind his back! His friend said that i said he was cuter than my bf and that i liked him more, and that when i was in PR i was hitting on him BULLSHIT!! that idot is so fucking ugly..i dont like him at all...then he said that i call him all the time and he calls me and that i gto really bellaca (horny)with him! THEN even worse is that one night he went ove rmy boyfriends house late one night and asked my bf's sis if he couls stay the night bcuz he was drunk and too far from home...so she let him stay...now Vanessa (my bfs sis) has a husband and a son with him...and when Josy (the idot) slept ove rthat night he had Vanessa give him head!!! Luis hates his fucking guts now bcuz of the shit hes been talking and doing. UGH! i hate that asshole so bad!
Then after all that my bf asked if it was true if i did like his ex-friend better...and of course i said no...bcuz its the truth! Then he told me that he has so many problems in his life that he just wants to kill himself! :( that the only reason hes still alive is for me! and he told me that i was like air for him and without me he would die....i started crying bcuz i felt so bad..and i told him not to think bad thoughts..to think about when he moves to Florida in june and how i will be there 2 months after and when we are older we'll be able to get married and that he'll marry someone who loves him so much and wants to have kids with him....and that made him cry happy tears...he told me that after all the girlfriends hes had he finally found the perfect one....awwwwwwwww hahaha
Ugh and now i have to stop smoking bcuz im on birth control and you cant smoke while your on BC bcuz it can givr you blood clogs and a heart attack! AND IT FUCKING SUCKS!! bcuz i smoke like a pack a day!! i dont know how im gonna stop...alll i know is that i have to :`( well neways im at work (again) haha so ill write back later...not like anyone cares or actually reads this thing anyway hahaha