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Ewww man i feel like shit today! I started taking "the pill" yesterday day and i ended up vomiting! and rite now i have an upset stomach and my head kinda hurts....but my Doc. said thats normal for the first fucking week...great...lol
OMFG! i felt so bad for my bf on saturday night! Some how he found out that i smoke weed....and used some other drugs....and he had a nervous breakdown! OMG i knew he had depression but he was so bad! he couldnt even breath and he was cryin and saying that i can forget about him if i keep doing that shit and how he really loves and doesnt want to break up with me but if i keep doin drugs then hes gonna have to! It was all my fucking fault that he ended up in the hospital....while he was talking to me he was trying to breath but couldnt so he called his friend over to help him and they ended up taking him to the hospital! I called him the next morning....when he calmed down....and i apologized and i said that i dont want him to break up with me and i promised him i will stop using drugs...and i know im gonna keep that promise!and he told me that he really loves me and that its stupid i do that shit and he really wants to be with me and hes moving here in like 3 weeks so he can be with me....he said that hes even thought about marrying me and he wants to have his kids with me...omg...i started crying...i never thought someone would ever love me like that...i've always felt like "the ugly duckling" and he just makes me feel so special...so loved...and i love him too...and he told me that im the first girl that has ever told him that i love him and talk to him con mucho carino...ahhh but whatever i bet im boring you now so ill talk about something else....
I GOT MY BASS GUITAR!! it cost me $250.00 but it was worth it! im so happy now!! lol
OMFG! i felt so bad for my bf on saturday night! Some how he found out that i smoke weed....and used some other drugs....and he had a nervous breakdown! OMG i knew he had depression but he was so bad! he couldnt even breath and he was cryin and saying that i can forget about him if i keep doing that shit and how he really loves and doesnt want to break up with me but if i keep doin drugs then hes gonna have to! It was all my fucking fault that he ended up in the hospital....while he was talking to me he was trying to breath but couldnt so he called his friend over to help him and they ended up taking him to the hospital! I called him the next morning....when he calmed down....and i apologized and i said that i dont want him to break up with me and i promised him i will stop using drugs...and i know im gonna keep that promise!and he told me that he really loves me and that its stupid i do that shit and he really wants to be with me and hes moving here in like 3 weeks so he can be with me....he said that hes even thought about marrying me and he wants to have his kids with me...omg...i started crying...i never thought someone would ever love me like that...i've always felt like "the ugly duckling" and he just makes me feel so special...so loved...and i love him too...and he told me that im the first girl that has ever told him that i love him and talk to him con mucho carino...ahhh but whatever i bet im boring you now so ill talk about something else....
I GOT MY BASS GUITAR!! it cost me $250.00 but it was worth it! im so happy now!! lol