So this past weekend has been ... weird, sad, just w/e odd.
I still feel empty, betrayed, mainly just empty.
I'm now more insecure than i have ever been in my life.
I had a nightmare last night, i woke up and felt like punching a wall,
but i cant do that since well my hand already hurts.
you know i think that in my life duh ive felt down and "depressed
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Do you remember this ... ???
Drink up baby down
Are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind
'Cause it's all going off without you
Excuse me too busy you're writing a tragedy
These mess-ups
You bubble-wrap
When you've no idea what you're like
So, let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
It gains the more it gives
And then advances with the form
So, honey, back for more
Can't you see that all the stuff's essential?
Such boundless pleasure
We've no time for later
Now you can wait
You roll your eyes
We've twenty seconds to comply
So, let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's al right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown ...
When I posted this up a long long time ago. Nikki neither of us is perfect ... but God if we don't try and open our hearts to change then it's just not worth fighting for. And I want to fight for you !
What happened was mere misinterpretation on both of our ends. You saw one thing and I felt something else. It doesn't deny the fact that you got hurt (I KNOW YOU DID) and it doesn't deny the fact that I didn't mean anything by it. It's just about knowing that when it's right it's right ... after being together for an X amount of time just open your heart please ...
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