You Became A Stranger To Me, The Second You Forgot Me.

Dec 18, 2006 10:26


So this past weekend has been ... weird, sad, just w/e odd.
I still feel empty, betrayed, mainly just empty.
I'm now more insecure than i have ever been in my life.
I had a nightmare last night, i woke up and felt like punching a wall,
but i cant do that since well my hand already hurts.
you know i think that in my life duh ive felt down and "depressed ( Read more... )

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acalvi_77 December 19 2006, 06:41:09 UTC
It's impossible to get into the Christmas spirit ... specially in Miami when it is raining like it was the middle of spring 7 days b4 christmas.

Do you remember this ... ???

Drink up baby down
Are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind
'Cause it's all going off without you
Excuse me too busy you're writing a tragedy
These mess-ups
You bubble-wrap
When you've no idea what you're like

So, let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown

It gains the more it gives
And then advances with the form
So, honey, back for more
Can't you see that all the stuff's essential?
Such boundless pleasure
We've no time for later
Now you can wait
You roll your eyes
We've twenty seconds to comply

So, let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's al right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown ...

When I posted this up a long long time ago. Nikki neither of us is perfect ... but God if we don't try and open our hearts to change then it's just not worth fighting for. And I want to fight for you !

What happened was mere misinterpretation on both of our ends. You saw one thing and I felt something else. It doesn't deny the fact that you got hurt (I KNOW YOU DID) and it doesn't deny the fact that I didn't mean anything by it. It's just about knowing that when it's right it's right ... after being together for an X amount of time just open your heart please ...

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rocker_chic15 December 19 2006, 14:46:19 UTC
after being hurt by this person X amount of times and you keep opening your heart just so it gets hurt... there comes a point when the person getting hurt doesnt want to anymore in fear that you will hurt them again... if its not the way you see it then i have no right in getting hurt, but yeah i smoke weed once and you hold that against me forever... see you're just selfish because to you weed is bad enough to throw it in my face but what you did isnt bad in your eyes so you push me aside.

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