i'm not sure what i should write.
it's that old familiar feeling.
the one where you can't stop thinking about him.
where he runs through your head non-stop.
the one where he stomps on your
heart. and, doesnt give a shit.
i've been through this so many times.
and, this time i don't know what to do
[since i now know the truth]
i'm completly stumped.
no clue what-so-ever on what i
should do..for the second time..
im appauled he even feels like we
were just bullshit. because, i never
felt that way. i guess this is the
part where i eat ice cream? because,
for the first time in a while
i'm pretty shitty
and, lonely. i miss him.
i......am
sad&my
feelings
are hurt.
g-damn, what the fuuuuck. P.O.S
for the record; ilikedhim, a lot.
cant ever have a bi-polar guy i guess?
i'll remember that one for next time.