"eeeaasssy skkkannkking" #2
here's my entry to you:
for the first time.
i didn't call you up bitching.
for the first time.
i was alright w/ you hangingout w/ him.
for the first time.
i think i was happy for you.
and, for the first time.
you cocked an attitude with me for no damn reason at all.
just because, i picked up the phone and called you.
it beats me why though.
fill me in please?
i don't even feel like were friends anymore.
it seems like your 500 miles away or something.
it doesn't feel real at all.
..like before or the summer.
maybe, it's because for the first time in a while
you have a new life, a new school, and a new boyfriend.
well, congratulations!
i hope everything is awesome.
and, i'm being one-hundred percent
honest this time.
[i'm happy for you] i really am.
even if i'm not really included anymore.
i just miss you i guess.
i miss my best-friend;i miss my twin.
it sucks balls because although, i'm stoked
youre finally happy..i'm not for once.