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Yesterday fun.
Went to nicolas party it was a good laugh me and anna dancing and stuff=].
Then satyed at hers talked and danced to the black crowes.
Today ok.
Went to the sound station thing it was good fun then after that went to callums house then came home. I sat here for a while then took the dog for a jog thing know my legs really hurt cause i went for a really long jog. No one i know is going to nicoles party so i dont know if i am go.
I am really tired bored and just annoyedat stupid things.
Last night everyone looked so skinnyand beautiful then i was just the fat ugly one trying to look nice and i just felt like the fattest person there i am sick and tired of feeling like this. I just can't feel nice and i hate it. When people say i looked really nice they were just saying that too make me feel better i know it. What they really meant was god i would hate too look like you. I want to do something abut it but i just can't and it annoys me so much i try my hardest and then ohh someone offers me chocolate or crisps then bang goes that idea of being skinny.
Sorry about that rant i am just ina pissy mood.
Love too all beeny XxX
Went to nicolas party it was a good laugh me and anna dancing and stuff=].
Then satyed at hers talked and danced to the black crowes.
Today ok.
Went to the sound station thing it was good fun then after that went to callums house then came home. I sat here for a while then took the dog for a jog thing know my legs really hurt cause i went for a really long jog. No one i know is going to nicoles party so i dont know if i am go.
I am really tired bored and just annoyedat stupid things.
Last night everyone looked so skinnyand beautiful then i was just the fat ugly one trying to look nice and i just felt like the fattest person there i am sick and tired of feeling like this. I just can't feel nice and i hate it. When people say i looked really nice they were just saying that too make me feel better i know it. What they really meant was god i would hate too look like you. I want to do something abut it but i just can't and it annoys me so much i try my hardest and then ohh someone offers me chocolate or crisps then bang goes that idea of being skinny.
Sorry about that rant i am just ina pissy mood.
Love too all beeny XxX