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Well ysterday was ok.
Went to school.
Went to Dancing had a laugh with emma and jessica cause we were trying to do this thing and i just kept falling on my fat arse LOL.
Came back.
Went to youthie had a laugh on the floor laughing at a kintting club letter and at hannah in the toilet LOL.
saw tony and jacyln and that so i went over for a while tony picked me up then walked home. Came home mum phoned said she was at daines so just went n the computer eat and watched tv till about 1. My mum jess and seb came home my mum was totally wrecked it was really funny.
today: got up got dressed eat then had a big crying session beacuse i felt so ugly and fat i just wanted to stay in bed all day. It has been ages since i have felt like that and it was horrible i can usually deal with how big i am and how ugly i look but today i could not take it but i am kool know i think it was me just being stupid cause i usto be even fatter than i am soo heh.(feeling sorry for my self bit over). Went to a dancing competion, Saw way too many girls in way too much make up acting way too grown up. Looked after Ellis and Alex it was well funny gave Ellis one of my old barbies and we sat and done her hair lol. Laura found out i was only 14(even though i have told her before lol) She was all shocked and stuff it was really funny. Saw my old dance teacher nearly swung for her stupid cow she looked me up and down and turned around stupid stuck up cow. Yeah but apart from that it was a lovely day =]. Fely sorry for jessica cause she never got anything but she was well amazing but heh.
All in All a fan dabby dosey day =].
Lots of love beeny XxX
Well ysterday was ok.
Went to school.
Went to Dancing had a laugh with emma and jessica cause we were trying to do this thing and i just kept falling on my fat arse LOL.
Came back.
Went to youthie had a laugh on the floor laughing at a kintting club letter and at hannah in the toilet LOL.
saw tony and jacyln and that so i went over for a while tony picked me up then walked home. Came home mum phoned said she was at daines so just went n the computer eat and watched tv till about 1. My mum jess and seb came home my mum was totally wrecked it was really funny.
today: got up got dressed eat then had a big crying session beacuse i felt so ugly and fat i just wanted to stay in bed all day. It has been ages since i have felt like that and it was horrible i can usually deal with how big i am and how ugly i look but today i could not take it but i am kool know i think it was me just being stupid cause i usto be even fatter than i am soo heh.(feeling sorry for my self bit over). Went to a dancing competion, Saw way too many girls in way too much make up acting way too grown up. Looked after Ellis and Alex it was well funny gave Ellis one of my old barbies and we sat and done her hair lol. Laura found out i was only 14(even though i have told her before lol) She was all shocked and stuff it was really funny. Saw my old dance teacher nearly swung for her stupid cow she looked me up and down and turned around stupid stuck up cow. Yeah but apart from that it was a lovely day =]. Fely sorry for jessica cause she never got anything but she was well amazing but heh.
All in All a fan dabby dosey day =].
Lots of love beeny XxX