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There's a fight going on inside me, and it's really starting to piss me off. My heart is telling me one thing, and painting beautiful pictures of what could happen, and my brain is telling me something totally different. WTF? Logically my brain obviously makes sense and I know I should listen to my brain, but, then i'm sure i'll be kicking myself for not at least looking into the path my heart wants to take. This is some fucked up repugnant shit, I'll never forgive your ass for this. I kinda feel like my car at the moment, never know which gear i'm gonna end up in, and taking my time to figure that out. Right now I'm stuck in neutral with the gas pedal to the floor. I think I'm just gonna have to get used to that for now though. I can't really handle much more for now. I've already decided that I need to find a new job and at least get my GED before too long. I'm tired of being stuck in 1 place with the whole career thing, so I'm gonna do something about it.
December has offically become my least favorite month. This month has just been a big pile of shit, so here's a big FUCK YOU to december.
December has offically become my least favorite month. This month has just been a big pile of shit, so here's a big FUCK YOU to december.