bored with life
so today i decided that life is boring everyday i wake up and go to work and do the same exact thing never changing my routine. and on my days off i either sit around or am hang out and do nothing which isnt bad to do just when it happens all the time. also haveing no contact with the world due to not having a phone does not help this problem.
on another note my brother got out of jail yesterday and allready the babysitting job has begun, im expected to be home tonight and stay with him all night i mean FUCK i can understand helping family and all but im 19 almost 20 and i just moved back in after being out for a year though its not a long time you get used to not having this parent figure over you and now im thrown back into the pits of hell from which i know ill never escape lest my brother goes back to jail anytime soon.......
yeah courtney i love you and megan and greg and anyone else whom i love and didnt mention
on another note my brother got out of jail yesterday and allready the babysitting job has begun, im expected to be home tonight and stay with him all night i mean FUCK i can understand helping family and all but im 19 almost 20 and i just moved back in after being out for a year though its not a long time you get used to not having this parent figure over you and now im thrown back into the pits of hell from which i know ill never escape lest my brother goes back to jail anytime soon.......
yeah courtney i love you and megan and greg and anyone else whom i love and didnt mention