May 10, 2010 11:13
First off, I am hungover and gross today. And since it's thanks to running around Nanba yesterday afternoon, and then riding the train forever to get down to Sanjou to help show Heeral's friends why yakitori and dai-biiru are both beautiful things, I'm fine with that.
My brain feels torn in half between here and home, since I have to register for next year's courses in a few days. I'm trying to throw together independent study for Japanese, and that along with my thesis seems like it should fill plenty of time.. The other half of my schedule though.. I'm completely lost. I'm so torn between minors in Economics and French, because I love both but would love to graduate after next year even more.
I'm really wondering what to do with French, actually. I have already put in the time (and uhhh credit hours) towards it for two years, and even though I could not hold a conversation in French at the moment, before coming to Japan I felt like I was on my way with French conversation. I used to work so hard at it, I adore it!
So lost, wondering if I could even have a job where I could use both languages. During Golden Week, Yuu was in town and he's been so lost about what to do with his future in regards to going abroad again.. So he kind of cornered me into a conversation (since we're in the same boat ha ha) that's left me with wild, crazy ideas about going to Montreal or France for a while in addition to my already tall dreams of coming back to Japan.
Spring! Spring has me all filled up with nerves and big ideas. I'm going over to the library after this to get French books in Japanese and double-study, I'm adding JLPT practice books to my inner wishlist, I'm trying so hard not to buy up everything at Book-Off because packing/shipping books might suck a lot..
And also, all this lovely warm weather has made me realize that I have a very winterly wardrobe. I just want lovely flowy skirts and boy-ish shorts and oversized T-shirts.. Ahhh, and lovely doll hair too! I want all of it, ha ha.