Graduation Freak-Out
I graduate on Saturday. (Folks come up on 12th)
I pretty much got everything done. I realized I had no work for the moment. I started an apartment search.
Remembered I need a job. I haven't had a job longer than 3 months. I feel like I'd be a red flag at any interview. I'm considering working for the government. >insert laugh here< but seriously. What am I gonna do?
Music and writing will both take a while to get going before I make any money. Maybe if I immediately start working on a portfolio for grad school [writing] I can jump on another student loan. Meaning: hey! I can hide from life some more!
No, that's not it, is it?
Come on people, make some decisions for me!
P.P.S Writing: Am I even that good???
P.P.S.S. This is why I always want to be in a relationship: I need to be constantly reassured. To have someone who will tell me what I need to hear (of course, right now I need to hear the TRUTH [anyone??]). To have someone whose life is directly affected by what I do, and therefore really cares.
I pretty much got everything done. I realized I had no work for the moment. I started an apartment search.
- Looking for a cheap place for Sept 1. Near T (not to be confused with Stargate's Nierty).
Remembered I need a job. I haven't had a job longer than 3 months. I feel like I'd be a red flag at any interview. I'm considering working for the government. >insert laugh here< but seriously. What am I gonna do?
Music and writing will both take a while to get going before I make any money. Maybe if I immediately start working on a portfolio for grad school [writing] I can jump on another student loan. Meaning: hey! I can hide from life some more!
No, that's not it, is it?
Come on people, make some decisions for me!
- P.S. Am I going to be a decent, hard-working citizen?
P.P.S Writing: Am I even that good???
P.P.S.S. This is why I always want to be in a relationship: I need to be constantly reassured. To have someone who will tell me what I need to hear (of course, right now I need to hear the TRUTH [anyone??]). To have someone whose life is directly affected by what I do, and therefore really cares.