BRB SOBBING
YOU ARE REALLY ONE SELFISH, IGNORANT, UNCARING BASTARD, AKANISHI JIN.
I HATE YOU TO DEATH. CAN I STONE YOU `TIL YOU DIE? I'D BE GLAD TO.
It's what I feel right now. I just need to get this off in my chest, since I am really, really dissapointed and hurt, as a fan of KAT-TUN. What's this about? Well, because of KT-TUN's Asia Tour, AND JIN FLYING SOLO AGAIN.. TO LOS ANGELES, AGAIN.
For me, KAT-TUN is a very unique and special group, for me, that is why they are my most biased group ever. My fandom started because of them, and they are, as Kame described them, MY CORNERSTONE. Now, when Jin took off a 6-month hiatus (which is, for him, NOT THAT VERY LONG) I always thought that, he would come back and realize that KAT-TUN is really where he belongs. I tried to understand him, after he came back, since he wasn't the same as before, I really did. I tried to love him again, me as a fan and him as an idol.
But what saddens me is that, HE DOESN'T EVEN BOTHER TO ACT LIKE AN IDOL ANYMORE THESE DAYS. Especially when he made that Bandage movie thingy, it started to change bit by bit. I still tried to understand him, because after all, I support his group, but then he started having these fucking scandals, which, made me depressed, and that being one of the reasons why I started flailing Kpop. I want him to be normal again, and so, I entered another fandom. But he upsets me more when, the scandals got bigger and bigger, then the drug issue, and then when I see pictures of him smoking and partying like hell, it doesn't flatter me at all. I mean, WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT FOR? Wrong publicity move, Jin. It's not helping me to like you.
I even made a special post just for him. Before anything else. Before my ichiban, Kamenashi Kazuya, which, I should prioritize the most. But.. IT'S JIN. KAME LOVES HIM. I'M AN AKAME SHIPPER. I should make something for him, so that I could like him again. But Jin.. YOU'RE SUCH AN ASSHOLE :| When you got back in Japan after your damned hiatus, I CAN'T UNDERSTAND YOU ANYMORE. It's just not the same.. and it's saddening me because, You're Kame's best friend. You should set an example for him, as a good brother and a good companion. But what the hell are you doing? You're ruining your life. REALLY. You don't appreciate the other people around you. You don't act like an idol when you should be. You're a top star, everybody loves you.. BUT I'M NOT EVERYBODY. I really don't get those fans who still love and support you because of your scandals and all the shit going on to your life. Even though I salute them for it, for understanding you.. YOU ARE STILL A WRECK TO ME.
Then this? You going solo again? I KNEW IT. Like the other LJ users here, I SMELL KAT-TUN DISBANDING. :(( I DON'T WANT IT TO HAPPEN JUST BECAUSE OF YOU. SO JUST GO SOLO!! I HATE YOU. They're so much better off without you! Yeah, they're right. It should be KUNTT now. Since, you don't have a heart for your groupmates/co-workers. X____X I can sense that you don't really like to be with them, really. Because you're in low spirits whenever you're with them =(( I DON'T EVEN GET YOU. Why the hell did you change, Jin? We used to love you so much before, because you're the bakanishi we all knew. But now? WHAT ARE YOU? :((
I hate it when a member of a group goes solo JUST FOR HIS SAKE. I really hate it. You really don't care for your bandmates, huh? You're so selfish :((
I DON'T CARE IF YOU BASH ME BECAUSE OF HATING JIN, OF SWEARING, OR WHATEVER.. I REALLY DON'T CARE. THIS IS MY POST. MY LJ ACCOUNT. I CAN SAY WHAT I WANNA SAY ABOUT THIS ISSUE. IT'S MY OPINION. EVERYBODY SHOULD RESPECT EACH OTHERS' OPINION AND UNDERSTAND IT. I KNOW KT-TUN WAS NEVER AGAINST JIN GOING SOLO AND ALL, BUT THIS IS HOW A FAN FEELS RIGHT NOW. THIS MATTER SHOULD BE CLEARED ONCE AND FOR ALL. Man, I hate it when Johnny doesn't give a big deal about it and not letting Jin be with the other members. It's the agency's fault, too. SCREW THEM.