Hmm... it's been a while...
Every so often, I fall into a pattern in my life where things start to look really dark. I initially begin thinking about what I can do to continue on with my immediate life, making slight cahanges here and there, to try and patch the small problems. Then once every not-so-often, I come across something that really plagues me, and I have a hard time remembering why I keep pushing to make those slight changes. I guess I have always been aware that everyone deals with their own ghosts, in there own way... but I seem to forget and I start feeling sorry for my-self. It may be due to depression (which happens to run thick in my family) It may also be due to circumstance, or a hybrid of the two. My most recent emotional breakthrough, and the purpose for this "rant" (I think), is that I have come to a one-hundred percent understanding, with my-self and with the fact that I am not the only one in my life with serious conflicts! People every day, every where, deal with the same type of problems. I could definetely stand to procrastinate (sp) a little less. but I know plenty of people who could as well... In short (too late, I know) I actually look forward to the hardships that will undoubtedly greet me in the future, near as well as far, and I don't plan on turning to medication to do so... the way I see it... If you are readin' this, then you are my anti-depressant!^_^ Thanks a lot guys
Safe journey, and Gods bless!
Safe journey, and Gods bless!