Life.
I adore it, and I loathe it. I think currently, loathe is the status quo.
I wish life were easier, and i'd have everything the way I want it, people treating me exactly how I want to be treated, driving my BMW M3 as fast as I want to, smoking a cigarette without any worries of death, going out and doing whatever I wanted and being able to sleep in til 1 in the afternoon.
Until then, i'll continue to attempt to survive my day to days, abuse some more Advil for the back pain, and contemplate death with every drag. One thing is going good in my life though, and for now, life is worth the living. <3
I wish life were easier, and i'd have everything the way I want it, people treating me exactly how I want to be treated, driving my BMW M3 as fast as I want to, smoking a cigarette without any worries of death, going out and doing whatever I wanted and being able to sleep in til 1 in the afternoon.
Until then, i'll continue to attempt to survive my day to days, abuse some more Advil for the back pain, and contemplate death with every drag. One thing is going good in my life though, and for now, life is worth the living. <3