randomnesss part 2- two face divides
So I continue to type nothing in particular
Hoping to reach a compromise on my future
Being self effiecent
Being empowering
Being fullfilled
Being logical
I turn around and see them all gathered around me
Praying to their God, as if he or she could hear
I still wonder about that and if it really existed
Or if it was just another figment of my imagination
Prehaps a dream,. Prehaps a terror,
Prehaps the whole world went crazy just for a second
So I continue to speak and regurgitate
All of my absurd train of thought
Trying to be logical
Trying to be self-assured
Trying not to be pedantic
Trying not to hang myself up from a cross
So I look beneath the surface and all I find is a face with two distinct divides
One is red as the lakes of fire, the other black and dark as a cell
This two sided face, sneers at me as I resign to contemplate
Whatever the sneers and sniggers mean, I try to refuse the bait
From the outside looking in, I discover an unkept secret
For what is known is known only to me
Being Creative,
Being free
If we all only knew what that means
I look a bit further down and see them all around me again
Through the dark, damp air of the room, I sense
That the two face divides are all around me
With this moment of clarity I finally see
That the two sided faces are not red and black
But white and gold and illuminated bright as can be
They all snigger at me, like something is plain wrong
That much I know and that much I sense
However what is the meaning o the two face divides
My claruty has came to rest, for it has grown weary
Of the peering eyes of the two face divides
I'm am locked in with no escape, no bars will separate
Being negative
Being here
Being with the same old stares
Being appreciated and admired
Give me freedom
Give me sense
Give me boldness
Give me peace
Give me escape from the two face divides
Gold and white, black and red
Whatever the colour maybe it's unsettling at best
Give me escape
Hoping to reach a compromise on my future
Being self effiecent
Being empowering
Being fullfilled
Being logical
I turn around and see them all gathered around me
Praying to their God, as if he or she could hear
I still wonder about that and if it really existed
Or if it was just another figment of my imagination
Prehaps a dream,. Prehaps a terror,
Prehaps the whole world went crazy just for a second
So I continue to speak and regurgitate
All of my absurd train of thought
Trying to be logical
Trying to be self-assured
Trying not to be pedantic
Trying not to hang myself up from a cross
So I look beneath the surface and all I find is a face with two distinct divides
One is red as the lakes of fire, the other black and dark as a cell
This two sided face, sneers at me as I resign to contemplate
Whatever the sneers and sniggers mean, I try to refuse the bait
From the outside looking in, I discover an unkept secret
For what is known is known only to me
Being Creative,
Being free
If we all only knew what that means
I look a bit further down and see them all around me again
Through the dark, damp air of the room, I sense
That the two face divides are all around me
With this moment of clarity I finally see
That the two sided faces are not red and black
But white and gold and illuminated bright as can be
They all snigger at me, like something is plain wrong
That much I know and that much I sense
However what is the meaning o the two face divides
My claruty has came to rest, for it has grown weary
Of the peering eyes of the two face divides
I'm am locked in with no escape, no bars will separate
Being negative
Being here
Being with the same old stares
Being appreciated and admired
Give me freedom
Give me sense
Give me boldness
Give me peace
Give me escape from the two face divides
Gold and white, black and red
Whatever the colour maybe it's unsettling at best
Give me escape