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doubt you check this anymore. i dont think you have copied an entry to post on your LJ and talk trash about me for a while. but in case if you happen to read it...
dear dawn,
i just wanted to make a last try to talk some type of peace out with you. all that we had been through and all the time that we were friends all summed up to nothing. i know that you have a good life now without me. i dunno if you are ever reminded of me somehow and get mad, or if you just never get reminded of me by anything. i have some new friends and whatnot myself. but even so, there is a void in my life. maybe not exactly a void either. i dunno. i know i hurt you and made you feel betrayed. even if you are blowing up to be more than it really is, what matters is how you feel about it. and i'm very sorry to have you feel that way. and i wish that i could make it up to you some how. something to chill the hostility. its torturing me. inside i'm crying out for a punishment like you just beatting the crap outta me. anything to be able to try and talk things out and come to an understanding. but i'm not trying to be good friends again and hangout and alll that. just maybe to terms where a couple times a year we say hi or send an IM saying have a happy holiday. what can i do to prove my appologee to you? just to talk for half an hour, or even 5 minutes. i'll say sorry for each and everything i did to hurt you and mean it and mean it till you believe me. please dawn, can you give me a chance? if nothing else you have make me bleed....
the stupid retard,
rob
dear dawn,
i just wanted to make a last try to talk some type of peace out with you. all that we had been through and all the time that we were friends all summed up to nothing. i know that you have a good life now without me. i dunno if you are ever reminded of me somehow and get mad, or if you just never get reminded of me by anything. i have some new friends and whatnot myself. but even so, there is a void in my life. maybe not exactly a void either. i dunno. i know i hurt you and made you feel betrayed. even if you are blowing up to be more than it really is, what matters is how you feel about it. and i'm very sorry to have you feel that way. and i wish that i could make it up to you some how. something to chill the hostility. its torturing me. inside i'm crying out for a punishment like you just beatting the crap outta me. anything to be able to try and talk things out and come to an understanding. but i'm not trying to be good friends again and hangout and alll that. just maybe to terms where a couple times a year we say hi or send an IM saying have a happy holiday. what can i do to prove my appologee to you? just to talk for half an hour, or even 5 minutes. i'll say sorry for each and everything i did to hurt you and mean it and mean it till you believe me. please dawn, can you give me a chance? if nothing else you have make me bleed....
the stupid retard,
rob