love, pain and the whole crazy thing
ok, i understand that driving after i downed 4 beers in two hours was not a smart idea. at the time though, i didn't think about it. i felt fine. i was not repeating myself and i was alone in the car, no matter what you might think. i'm sorry. i made a mistake. i can't take it back.
i'm just so frustrated with being treated like a child. granted, comparatively i am a child to him, but it doesn't mean he needs to repremand me like one.
not that he does it all the time, but well... i don't like it.
asking zurab if i hang out with james or have lunch with him after i already told him no...that hurts. obviously there's a trust issue here. and i don't know why. i've never done anything to deserve being treated like i'm always doing something wrong. now, i know i do screw up a lot, but that's the nature of humans. we make mistakes, we're not perfect. i'm sorry i'm not perfect. i can't help it.
gah, i'm just so upset right now.
i'm just so frustrated with being treated like a child. granted, comparatively i am a child to him, but it doesn't mean he needs to repremand me like one.
not that he does it all the time, but well... i don't like it.
asking zurab if i hang out with james or have lunch with him after i already told him no...that hurts. obviously there's a trust issue here. and i don't know why. i've never done anything to deserve being treated like i'm always doing something wrong. now, i know i do screw up a lot, but that's the nature of humans. we make mistakes, we're not perfect. i'm sorry i'm not perfect. i can't help it.
gah, i'm just so upset right now.