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so today it just kinda hit me. IDK y i was just thinking, the year is half gone after this everyone of my friends that has made such an impact on me is leaving. Kat's going to U of A and Kelly's going to either cali or chicago, randy's leaving for MCC makenna's leaving for mission work and vance is going to aspire away for hollywood... and who's left? The worst part of it all is that I don't really feel like any of us have made that connection we all had over the summer. I just keep looking ahead and see what's going to happen and what things are now.If everyone's leaving shouldn't we embrace the time we have together? shouldn't we try to be as close as possible now and try to forget what going to happen? no such luck. I can feel each person slowly inch away and find new cliques and that probably makes me sadder than anything is the fact that things will never be like that. For one summer we had tee pee wars and denny's at 6 in the morning after no sleep all night. For one summer we had pool hoping and dance parties. But now that winter's here what will next summer hold? will we all never be best friends again?