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Im so mad at my self righ tnow because i wanted to get up and go to the arroyo graduation rehursal since i cant go to the graduation but i woke up at like 1, so its just not gonna work out. I cant belive mike is graduation this year, its soooo weird to me, seeing him come in as a freshman and all the drama that happened. ITs jsut weird to me that its finally time. I know your all thinking Jesus, arnt you over him yet" And the answer would be not really. Its mor eoutta sight outta mind. But every time i see him, my heart jumps, still. I hate it because its such a tease but at the same time at least its another emotion to experince then the usual. I really wish i could see him walk across the stage. I always said i would be there at his graduation wheather he wanted me there or not. Iv dreamed about the day that he would graduate. I dunno im a weird stalker like that i guess. LMFAO But i did promise myu self i would be there and i wont be, Ill be at good ol best buy. The place where dreams get ruined.