midterm blues
why is it that when you tell people that you're not going to be around until after midterms, they still keep trying to call you?
thursday afternoon- told person X that i was going to be studying non-stop for a week and a half, and that i wouldnt be able to hang out.
thursday night- person X wanted me to go out for dessert with them.
friday- person X called to get me to eat lunch with them.
person X, unfortunately, is not the only one who keeps trying to contact me (person CW, person L, person M to name a few). there's a reason i'm not answering my phone or talking on aim, people... i'm studying! (i guess i am just loved!)
*note* this is not even remotely close to frustration that i'm portraying, here. it is bewilderment. why does everyone call me when i'm busy and not when i'm free? does anyone else suffer from this irony?
i think the powers that be are out to get me. again.
the only frustration-like emotions running through my body include hatred running through my soul for mikhail the douchebag and annoyance at my finance professor... but that's normal around midterm time.
on a completely unrelated note...
around lunchtime on thursday (lunchtime for tori = 3pm), i noticed that my leg was hurting... a lot. so, when i pulled the leg of my jeans up to see, i noticed that this one spot on my leg was bright red and surrounded by black stuff that looked like band-aid sticky stuff (but wasnt). this perplexed me, and hurt like hell. so, at work later that afternoon (5ish) i washed off the weird redspot and put a bandaid on it, to keep it from rubbing against my jeans and hurting. the strange part about it was, i didnt run into anything or cut my leg on anything. it didnt look like a rash or a bug bite or a scratch. it was just bright red.
so, last night when i was taking a break from studying and watching some friends episodes on DVD, i noticed that my leg was still hurting. when i took the bandaid off, my leg looked like i had serious rugburn or something... like i'd scraped off my skin! it was horrible!!!! i seriously almost fainted, it looked so bad. hence, the panic attack.
now, i'm absolutely freaked out cuz my leg still hurts, doesnt look any better, and doesnt seem to have any reasonable origin. how bizzarre is that??? i really hope whatever it is heals soon... i dont want to go to health services... i hate that hell hole.
thursday afternoon- told person X that i was going to be studying non-stop for a week and a half, and that i wouldnt be able to hang out.
thursday night- person X wanted me to go out for dessert with them.
friday- person X called to get me to eat lunch with them.
person X, unfortunately, is not the only one who keeps trying to contact me (person CW, person L, person M to name a few). there's a reason i'm not answering my phone or talking on aim, people... i'm studying! (i guess i am just loved!)
*note* this is not even remotely close to frustration that i'm portraying, here. it is bewilderment. why does everyone call me when i'm busy and not when i'm free? does anyone else suffer from this irony?
i think the powers that be are out to get me. again.
the only frustration-like emotions running through my body include hatred running through my soul for mikhail the douchebag and annoyance at my finance professor... but that's normal around midterm time.
on a completely unrelated note...
around lunchtime on thursday (lunchtime for tori = 3pm), i noticed that my leg was hurting... a lot. so, when i pulled the leg of my jeans up to see, i noticed that this one spot on my leg was bright red and surrounded by black stuff that looked like band-aid sticky stuff (but wasnt). this perplexed me, and hurt like hell. so, at work later that afternoon (5ish) i washed off the weird redspot and put a bandaid on it, to keep it from rubbing against my jeans and hurting. the strange part about it was, i didnt run into anything or cut my leg on anything. it didnt look like a rash or a bug bite or a scratch. it was just bright red.
so, last night when i was taking a break from studying and watching some friends episodes on DVD, i noticed that my leg was still hurting. when i took the bandaid off, my leg looked like i had serious rugburn or something... like i'd scraped off my skin! it was horrible!!!! i seriously almost fainted, it looked so bad. hence, the panic attack.
now, i'm absolutely freaked out cuz my leg still hurts, doesnt look any better, and doesnt seem to have any reasonable origin. how bizzarre is that??? i really hope whatever it is heals soon... i dont want to go to health services... i hate that hell hole.