back in the day
As I sit here, surrounded by strobe lights and music,I realize that the energy I once felt has gone. I'm not the young boy going to gay clubs and striving to be the center of attention. I'm over it, for lack of a Bette phase. I am almost tired of watching others do it. I am just tired. I feel that I should have respected myself more, and paid more attention to the privileged life I have lead. It seems like nowadays all I need is a good movie or a good book to keep me content sitting at home. More than the attention, the friendship keeps me alive. Never have I relished late night dinners amongst friends. And I couldn't be happier.