Today is a hard day

Nov 01, 2012 22:55

Trying again.  Terrifying.  Do I want to?  ? Still don't know.  Hard day today.  Reminded that I'm doing nothing with my life, and my health is less than 100%.  Paid a large bill today and gave up carbs and coffee... Cried a few times. Then realized our water pump came on hours after we'd used water.  This happened last year, progressed and we ended up havingto have someone dig out the piping to our well... HORRENDOUS experience.  I do not have it in me to go through it, or anything more this year. Lost sleep for a month over it and was honestly losing my mind.
 I am physically, emotionally, spiritually and financially spent.  Please God, send a reprieve. An angel,some hope, a sign, I'd even take a winfall... Just SOMETHING, I need it.
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