Admitting the truth

[rmcdra]

I've come to the realization that I haven't been taking care of myself very well and have been lying to those around me. I skip breakfast and usually don't get around to eating anything until about 2 or 3 in the afternoon. I blow off doing schoolwork to look up my smoking fetish stuff to masterbate to for hours at a time, then I find excuses to

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[lump_of_clay]

looks like a lot of people are going to be working at healing this week :)

I've been similar a lot this semester. Mondays are such hell. I go to school, get out at 10am and return to an empty house. Atleast most of the other days of the week I have work or an evening class, but nothing Monday. And most of my friends were super busy and couldn't hang out that day.

So I'd sit in my room. Staring at the computer. No homework done. Nothing productive. Not even read good books. Just... be a loser.

I hate it while I did it. I hate it knowing I did it. =/ but I just couldn't bring myself to do anything else.

*hug*

little steps, right?

[rmcdra]

Well, we all have to start somewhere. *hugs* Thank you.

[lucisptera]

The first step to fixing a situation is realizing that situation is there. You're empowered now.

[thegr8bofeenee]

Amen.