Im back!
What a long friggin week, but finally i am back up at school. Its good to be home, and i really missed my friends like crazy. Anyway, my older sister got married on Saturday and i had the honor of being one of the groomsman. It was fun, and i looked pretty good in my tux. That was prolly the best part of my week. Now V-day is just around the corner and i am dateless once again, eh nothin new. I actually think there is a reason why i have so many girl problems. It must be b/c i am more like a brother to everyone than a b/f, or date candidate. Same old story, and dont get me wrong i like being a brother to every girl who deserves to have a good one, but i need to grow. It makes me feel a lil weird especially if i happen to have feelings for a girl and she turns around and says, "Wow your just like a BROTHER to me." Like i said its weird b/c then i feel like my feelings are incestous and believe me i am not incested in any way, shape, or form. Thats why I need to find pleasure in a girl that wants me as much as i want her. Not just for sex. To tell the truth i would rather hold her in my arms and comfort her as we slept. To feel a loved ones warmth against my skin is my biggest wish. Its sad, i have every good quality that a guy SHOULD have except looks, which really sux b/c i would not be in this predicament if i had the looks, and looks do matter. Damn i hate whinning, but i need to get this off my chest. I love the person i am but i do not like the way that i look. I know im not the only one so please dont think im trying to get pity. I just yern to be loved, i guess thats what im trying to say. Wow what a tangent, but whatever i need to vent. write me a comment if you have feelings on the subject. Thats all i have for now, goodnight to my ladies, and God Bless everyone of you.