just chillin
What a weird year thus far. It has had its unbelievable ups and its ungodly lows (stupid leg haha). But hey i think im starting to get back to my old self. laughter is the best medicine. i wish i could make everyone laugh all the time. It would make things sooo much better. This weekend i had a much needed breather, but i missed all of my friends like i always do. i wish things werent so fucked up. Im partially responsible but im not gonna ever regret what i had to do. Anyway my fam got a new puppy b/c my old dog chester died, (RIP buddy). Its never gonna replace my dog but he is a cute lil shit and im sure ill warm up to him. it was a good weekend in all. I wasnt very happy to find somethings out when i returned to school but im doing my best to figure it out. yea and i also heard that one of my fav. person ever might be leaving next semester, that wasnt such happy news, but i want her to be happy. As long as she is i am, and im never gonna sever my relationship with her. Its the type of relationship that just cannot be replaced or forgotten (but its gonna take her alot of strength to remove me from her leg when she tries to leave haha). I love my friends to no end. they are some of the greatest human beings i could ever want to know. i will always be here for them, anytime, anywhere, forever. and just b/c sometimes i may get mad that doesnt mean i dont still worry about them alot. i just try to be the best person that i can for those around me, and i have been burned really bad in the past which sux alot. But im still gonna be who i am regardless, b/c i like who i am and i didnt for such a long time. I think my friends like who i am also. So that makes me all more happier. All that i need now is a women to fill with love, and to show her just how much love i have to give. I dont know how much that is, except that i have alot of love in me. Just remember one thing above all else. Genuinely good friends are not a dime a dozen. And i feel blessed everyday of my life to have the friends that i have. Your all superfriends owww owww lol thanx for your friendship, to me its worth more than gold.